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[06 Sep 2005|08:26pm] |
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ok, so i went to bed last night naked ( i sometimes sleep that way) and i woke up with shorts on, inside out. its really weird cause i have no idea how they got on me or anything. im certain that i did not wake up and put them on. there's no way to explain it. kind of like the one time a pair of pants that were in the recliner in my room were wet. nothing else was, just this pair of sweat pants. no clue.
so i took the management position at work. $8.50 an hour. and thank god, cause that car that i bought a little over a month ago broke down and its going to cost around $1000 to fix. the day after it broke down there was an ad in the Kentucky Kernal (the campus newspaper) for male dancers. it pays $125 an hour. i took it as a sign.
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[22 Aug 2005|11:42pm] |
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two updates in two days, you know something is up.
today at work i found out that my manager is quitting at the end of this month. its a pretty big deal cause there are only 4 of us that work that, and we all get along really well (even if two of the four are over the age of 70, my manager is 29). so we were talking about finding a new manager, and someone in the company mentioned me doing it. i thought about it, and im going to talk to my supervisor on wednesday about it. its pretty much mine if i want it. thats how much they love me. i just have negotiate out the pay, thats will be the clincher. its going to be at least a $1.00 raise, but im going to try for more. it can never hurt to try, right?
all ill have to do is make the schedule and deal with customers when there is problem with their clothes and communicate between them and the people over at the plant where they do all the cleaning. it really shouldnt be that hard. oh, and i would have to hire someone new to work in the store with us. that should be pretty fun. and then go to managers meetings once a month for two hours and get paid for that as well. so its really not that bad a gig. ill be working more hours, but i make the schedule and the latest that we're open is 7.
so im pretty excited about that, i just have to think about it, make sure that thats what i really want to do and everything. but a little more responsibility never hurt.
anyone looking for a job? pays: $7.25 for starters, $100 bonus after 90 days. work: a little, but lots of studying time and watching tv. its insanely easy.
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[21 Aug 2005|11:44pm] |
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this weekend has been pretty crazy, but really good. ive been gettin really bored with everything lately, this was a good break and always good to get out and socialize.
on thurs, i called my friend to see what she was up to, and she said that her and this other girl kelly (we call her crazy/vodka kelly, she drinks the shit like its water, and shes always drunk) were going to a party down on campus with a guy i know. so i went along, ended up being pretty fun even though i was the DD. but they were all crazy drunk, so it at least made it entertaining. we went back to kellys house, and lemme just say, naked drunk people running around/ taking showers, it was pretty damn insane.
then on friday, we went to ashleys house, had over tons of people and just drank. just a low key night of drinking, minus a little drama, but whats a night without my friends without drama? tab, who never used to drink at all, was bonging beers like a champ, so was ashley.
last night we went to a random friend of kellys house out in nicholasville. i wasnt going to drink, but then i bought an 18 pack and we started bongin again. it was all pretty crazy, some strippers were there, you know- the usual. lol. (the apparent strippers were friends of this guys, and we dont know if they were really women of the pole or not) we get back to tab and ashleys place at like 3, which im surprised we made it back at all. pics of half naked people in the backseat were taken, im just glad we didnt get pulled over and have to explain that one. i crashed in ashleys bed, she was over at her bf's. woke up at 7 still drunk and drove home, crashed till 12. then i rolled out of bed and layed by the pool all day with some friends, the ones that i had spent the whole weekend with. it was a great time, first time i have done that in a long time, and it was a good thing to do when youre workin off a hangover. we had tons of fun, even sober...well kellys sobriety was questionable.
all in all, it was a great weekend with excessive drinking, great funny friends, and plenty of sex and bruises (no sex for me, trust me).
and now classes start on wednesday. damn.
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[11 Aug 2005|09:57pm] |
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if i hadnt wrecked my car and still had $5000 plus in my bank account, i would move out. at the drop of a hat. my house is driving me nuts. i know that if i thought through it and about the money and all, i wouldnt move out actually, but its always a nice thought. my sister is driving me nuts. the one with the kid. i havent talked to my other sister who moved to florida a few months ago. i wouldnt even know if she was still alive or got caught in some hurricane passing through.
and about the money, its always about the money. i cant save it worth shit. something always comes up. bills, parking permit, computer adapter, books. oh fuck, books. well over $500 is what it should cost me this semester. one book alone is $190. people are like "thats normal" no, not for me. i cant pay that, i dont have the money to nor would i be willing to do that. im beginning to see how much of a rip off college is. its all a money making racket. what the fuck could possibly make a book cost $190? nothing. they are just charging students that because they know they can get away with it.
jesus christ, i need to just chill. im just so charged right now. and not in the hyper sense, im charged in the sense that i hate everything. my job and the assholes that come in there are makin me nuts, im gonna go postal on this one guy who acted like an asshole to the 70-something year old grandma i work with. he apologized and then proceeded to say he was going to the car to get his wallet to pay for the cleaning (that he convieniently took with him) and never came back. thanks for acting like an asshole, apologizing and doing it again. next time he comes in, im holding his clothes that he still has there till he pays everything he owes, and then im going to tell him to take his business somewhere else, we will no longer do business with him.
im reading a book called "lies and the lyingn liars who tell them. a fair and balanced look at the right." its really quite interesting. it just makes me realize how fucked up this nation is. i wanna move to europe. particularly england or amsterdam. which reminds me...
last night i was at a friends house, and this english guy walks in carrying this huge ass hookah a la alice in wonderland style. it was hilarious. we then proceeded to smoke fruit cocktail tobacco out of it. only tobacco, i swear.
im also reading a book entitled "what should i do with my life." its a collection of stories/interviews with people who made drastic and radical changes in thier lives to be happy and do what they have always wanted. im so unhappy with my life right now. i just feel like something big needs to happen to shake things up. wake me up from the day in and day out monotony my life has become.
im off the spend more money on more things im forced to buy.
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[07 Aug 2005|08:53pm] |
hmmmm. disregard the last post from almost two months ago. i dont know whats goin on with that. at the moment it seems like nothing, silly me for thinking it would go anywhere.
besides that, not a whole lot is goin on. my german host bro and a friend came over a few weeks ago for 3 weeks, it was an...alright time. i still have mixed emotions about them being here. lets just say i like germans a lot more in their own environment. it was a little stressful having them here and feeling like i had to entertain them 24/7. but while they were here i wrecked and totaled my car. thankfully my friend who was with me at the time and i were alright. it wasnt that bad of a wreck, just hit in a few places that bent the frame and so on and so on. but i got a new car, a 99 accord. thankfully i had saved up money the past year and was able to pay cash for it, so at least i dont have a car payment and what not. and now i feel broke. im not, far from it, but its still unnerving to have so much money and then go to so little in a day.
so now im just sitting around, working (i quit my job at the cleaners, and then ended up going back. i realized it was too good of a job during the school year. i might get a job bartending when i hit 21 in december) pretty much just waiting for classes to start. im only takin 15 hours, and one class is online. i dont have any classes on tues or thurs, thats kick ass. makes the week go by so much faster. im going to try and declare my major by december, thats when ill be done with my gen ed classes. so we'll see. and the goal is to go to chicago next year for a year of school. UK has a thing called national student exchange, its a lot cheaper than international exchanges (ok, so it'll be free for me) and ive already done the international thing. as much as i would love to go away somewhere else, it just isnt going to happen. so hopefully ill be living in chicago for a year. i said for a year that i was going to go to california, CSULA, to be exact, but that just seems so impractical. its so far away and so expensive to live there. i just think i would enjoy chicago more so than LA. and hey, chicago has beaches too! just not quite as warm... so thats the plan, we'll see if it pans out.
im ready for school to start, it just feels like im sitting around waiting for it, as dorky as that sounds. but after being off for 3 months, i think im sufficiently rested. lord knows that 3 weeks into the semester ill be wanting time off again. oh well. my goals for this semester is a 4.0, which i think i can do with the classes im taking (anatomy, physiology, chemisty, honors 201, dress and culture online) and to get more involved and make new friends. i didnt do anything to get involved last semester, and i think im needing that. plus i still hang out with people from high school (with some new people mixed in there that i just met this past year) but i just feel like i need to branch out. (ok, so only a very few people from high school, and we didnt even hang out then) but anywho, those are the goals.
fuck, i want to go out and do something.
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[18 Jun 2005|02:26am] |
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have you ever been with someone you didnt feel you deserved? its a great feeling and an unnerving one all at once. i love everything about it, but then i dont want to do anything to screw it up. but what am i talking about, its only been two days....
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[07 May 2005|01:39am] |
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i never update this thing anymore. i never have the time/motivation, but i do have that time and motivation to read everyone elses LJ. im half drunk (only half cause last night i was trashed). this summer is going to consist of work, beer (no more liquor), partying, friends and driving to california. a few friends and i are goin out there for about a month, should kick ass.
grades for this semester- 4 A's and a B. not too shabby. and thank god since i have to keep atleast a 3.3 for my scholarship, i have a 3.6 now. good thing, cause otherwise i wouldnt be going to school. im out. later.
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[26 Mar 2005|11:00pm] |
every time i get on here to update i just lose interest. condensed version- we hate the german living with us. went to the taste of chaos tour, it freakin kicked ass. went on spring break with 6 friends, stayed at a nice ass house in jacksonville, fla. took trips to daytona and ft. lauderdale. drunk everyday. loved everyday. school and work till the end of april, and then its two jobs for two months, then quitting both when my host bro adn friend from germany come for 3 weeks. and then driving out to california with a friend/some friends for a month of bumming around there.
hows that for an update. my life in a few lines.
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